Friday, September 16, 2005
No mood......
Just no mood...
1 more week left...failed my IPPT again..if you want to laugh can laugh. I don't really care. I am immuned..nothing matters...
A stagnant reservist week has passed..complete waste of my precious time. Now I am a broke and poor guy. Wake up so damn early every day. Also have to rush out for lessons after I got back. By the time I am back home, I would look damn tired. Lost..Shack...no energy..
There's nothing actually for me to look forward to..spent time to organise outing...in the end still cancel. Wasted so much time..
Maybe I should stop being the "good guy" and don't do all these stuff. It's doesn't pay off...trust me...because I know...
This is reality...effort is not recognised...time wasted is not compensated..nothing is fair...
Maybe I see too much TV dramas...always trying to be the "good guy". Sometimes I can't control myself, its in my nature.
I some how have the type of face where people see will like to bully. It's like that in primary school, the same with secondary school. It sucks...though there are changes in me now, but some things never change..
Is there really a script for everyone written by G.O.D?If it's yes, then I can say my script really sucks big time...
Can you show me a sign? Anything...any sign..
No? no sign?
*TV screen blackout*
Oh great.....nice sign...
Thanks ah thanks....
Signing Off
Fate Boy
posted at 10:16 PM... Show Me The Money^^
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