Saturday, September 24, 2005
It's a devastating week for me...
Can't really describe it, had to feel it then will know..
My mum and sister both got high fever...scared the hell out of me, worrying that its "dengue". My mum went to see the doctor twice, for the first time, the medicine she took was too powerful and not suitable for her. Really wanna punch that stupid doctor..
To make matters worse, my grandma was hospitalised...That day I came back home after a reservist day, saw an ambulance downstairs of my block. At that point of time, I had a strange feeling, more like a bad feeling..Something is not right...
I went towards the elevator, press the lift button, when the door opened, I saw my grandma in a stretcher...damn...OMG!..This isn't happening! I tell myself.. She's still concious though, just that she can't move her legs.. I immediately told her in hokkien to stay calm and will be alright..
It is really painful to see all these, and all that has happened these few days..I visited my grandma yesterday and she is getting better, I hope she can discharge soon...will pray hard..
My mum is feeling better today..I will also pray for her health..
I also hope my sister will recover soon... I will too...also pray.
This year, 2005, is not really a good year for me.
I will list down:
1) Career: Not looking well...
2) Relationship: It's a sad story..
3) Health: Did get sick this year, but it happened more to my family members.
4) Reservist: Got caught twice and almost got myself extras...
Hopefully I can list down something good next time, IF! There are any that is...
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Friday, September 23, 2005
How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
This is my 2nd consecutive "nua" weekend...didn't do much. Did my assignment, still not done yet, have a lot of stuff to clarify with my teacher.
Headache...next monday will be my final theory test. Have not even study yet. Don't know if I can make it...heard its hard...really want to get class 3 license. I will try my best.
I finished a whole HK series (20 epds) in 2 damn days! My sis and I watch none stop from Saturday evening to around 3am Sunday, then continue again in the morning. This will go down in my record books. I seldom watch a series this fast...so you all must have guessed it...it's really not bad at all.
I haven't kick the soccer ball for almost a month...really sad, a lot of people not free...How I wish I can kick the ball now...ARGH!~
Today is lantern festival, stayed home to look at the moon, check out whether "Chang Er" is up there. Hahaa...lame right? It's so round...look just like the moon cake which I had eaten. It's another boring festive holiday for me once again. Fate boy is always alone on such days..
Heard 2 friends of mine break up with their BFs...sad to hear that...especially on this day..suppose to be a festive day and should be feeling elated. I sincerely, hope that they can get over it and carry on with their life journey. Some things are really not meant to be...
It dampens my mood and it hurts me to see them feel sad...
Looking at the moon, I will pray hard for their happiness...may they have more smiles in their lives and don't ever...forget that feeling...
Smiles everyone...don't ever forget that smile...
And...oh well, shit...tomorrow it's Monday again...I will wipe off that smile tomorrow....haha..
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Friday, September 16, 2005
No mood......
Just no mood...
1 more week left...failed my IPPT again..if you want to laugh can laugh. I don't really care. I am immuned..nothing matters...
A stagnant reservist week has passed..complete waste of my precious time. Now I am a broke and poor guy. Wake up so damn early every day. Also have to rush out for lessons after I got back. By the time I am back home, I would look damn tired. Lost..Shack...no energy..
There's nothing actually for me to look forward to..spent time to organise outing...in the end still cancel. Wasted so much time..
Maybe I should stop being the "good guy" and don't do all these stuff. It's doesn't pay off...trust me...because I know...
This is reality...effort is not recognised...time wasted is not compensated..nothing is fair...
Maybe I see too much TV dramas...always trying to be the "good guy". Sometimes I can't control myself, its in my nature.
I some how have the type of face where people see will like to bully. It's like that in primary school, the same with secondary school. It sucks...though there are changes in me now, but some things never change..
Is there really a script for everyone written by G.O.D?If it's yes, then I can say my script really sucks big time...
Can you show me a sign? Anything...any sign..
No? no sign?
*TV screen blackout*
Oh great.....nice sign...
Thanks ah thanks....
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Monday, September 12, 2005
Your Hidden Talent
You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.
You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.
People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.
When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.
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Saturday, September 10, 2005
These few days have been rushing for my assignment dateline, damn tiring. Sometimes do till 1am, no time to blog. BUT! Finally, I have handed in the assignment, can take a breather....for now...
It's....back to the CAMP! Back to ICT...damn sianzzzzzzzzz....this will mean income loss for me as I am doing sales. The government really need to revise the stupid system and stop giving me so many ICT...Though they have cut the reservist from 13 cycles to 10 cycles, I still find it a total waste of time for me. I will be broke by the end of the ICT coz, no sales, means no income. My boss always give me a BLACK face when I going ICT. OF course, he don't know about it...he's MALAYSIAN! He don't even carry guns before...
3 long weeks...back to Tengah Air Base...On my first day, I have already got a stunner...
"From 1st Sept 2005 onwards, all personnels must wear 2 piece coverall instead of the 1 piece coverall"
Immediately, I was completely STUN...and shout to myself, "WHAT THE F**K!" Have to go emart change my current piece. How can they tell us last minute! They should send us NSmen a letter to inform us first. After that, everyone rush like mad to the emart to change coveralls..to make it worse, they don't have much stock and I have to wait a few more days to change my other piece. The situation is like so chaotic...
Posted to AMF, A4 is gone...I miss those skyhawk...now I become a member of the DART team from the salvage crew. Guess what my aircraft type is...
YAH...it's F16...
I was told that everyone of us will be going for re-training for this ICT. That means that I have to familiarise the entire F16..During the course, I gradually found out that this aircraft is extremely dangerous compared to A4. However, it's more user-friendly. Will try to absorb more and learn more...no choice, I left about...mmm....let's see..another...7 high key and 1 low key...I guess...
Still a long way to go...
My first week has passed....2 more weeks left...
The countdown begins now...
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Friday, September 09, 2005
Finally can write blog!
Let me begin with last weekend....*Flashback*
Went to Comex and Food Fair on both Friday and Saturday. I got a friend working at the Food Fair selling Marigold milk. She was like giving out free samplers. I posed as a potential customer, so that we can talk longer...keke. Actually the milk is really not bad. I guess I tested various kinds...yum yum! On Friday, I checked out the prices for the portable hard disk that I am aiming to buy. Even seek advise from a few friends. In the end, I went to Sim Lim to get it on Saturday.Bought a Cutie casing and a Samsung 60 Gig hard disk. Later on went to check the price for digital camera. Went to Alan photo shop and asked about the casio exslim Z-57. I was shocked when I hear the price. So, I decided to go Comex to take a look. Couldn't really decide on which camera to purchase.
Search high and low, finally decided on either Casio z-57 or Nikon Coolpix S1. Actually I like the casio model very much...but the freebies are really not that attractive and I find that the nikon model has more freebies and has extra functions. I thought for a long time...think and think and think.
The nikon girl, who is wearing the sexy outfit kept encouraging me to get S1. I talked to her for a while. She is quite pretty, and can really attract attention. Finally she said something that finally made me purchase the nikon model.
She said,"You must see for both brands, casio and nikon, what they are good at manufacturing. Nikon is widely known as a camera brand and involve in only camera stuff. And...you know what Casio is famous for?"
"Mmmm....watches lor...", I replied.
"YAH! Precisely! They are more into watches than cameras. If you want a trustworthy brand...I believe it will still be Nikon :)", She exclaimed.
My eyes were wide open....she's right...That is really what made me chose Nikon...then afterwards, I looked around and saw quite a number of people bought Nikon product..all guys...mmm...must be those Nikon sexy girls doing their trick..hahaha!
I went to find the girl again after dinner...tried to ask for her HP number, she said that she's not allowed to give so I passed her my name card, hoping that she might contact me. But my guess is....she most probably will not call..that's the sad truth..
The comex trip was damn tiring...glad that I eventually made it back in one piece...till the next IT fair...keke.
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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