Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Holidays should be a happy thing...
Guess its not for me, holidays will let my imagination run wild..then all the negative stuff will start to take over me..
I need to be busy, need to keep myself occupied. Stop thinking...why should I think so much? I was concerned once..what is he/she thinking...? Is it really important?
Maybe I will say yes yesterday, but I can tell you no today...
The knot inside me is untied...nothing to me is important anymore. I will satisfy no one...will only satisfy myself. I have to accept that not all things can go your way...I have to accept that I am actually...a lonely person. I am destined to do things alone. Don't care what others feel...don't care what I do is right or wrong...it's now...non of my concern anymore.
I don't have to wait for anyone for things to happen...I have to grasp every single chance that I have to make it happen instead.
Even if people start to hate me...I don't give a damn...
Nothing is fair in this world..nothing in my eyes is fair..
There's no one person that is made perfect...
That includes me...
One unhappy thing after another keeps on pestering me...so what? I don't care no more...even if now the world is coming to an end...it will also be none of my business...
I do my own stuff...you do yours...you are going to die then its your problem...
It's F-A-T-E that made me into what am I today...
Ironically, that's my nick...haha!
Signing Off
Fate Boy
posted at 4:06 PM... Show Me The Money^^
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