Wednesday, August 31, 2005
In the office now....
Damn boring...no choice have to OT to finish up some stuff. All alone in the office, really creepy. Don't know what time I will go off, need to finish this before I go for reservist. Its really damn troublesome, have to do this damn "thing" every month end. Getting sick of it...
Sucks...why me? My boss bought a new car...the topic in my office, really sucks..earn so much for him to buy car...haha..my pay till now (1 year and almost 6 months) still no increase.. Cannot make it..
Let me see....no so call year end bonus, don't say what 13th month bonus thing. Chinese new year no "kai gong fan", not even a red packet. Reason? Coz..he is not superstitious...plain stupid excuse. I go for reservist still like ask me why I must go? Can don't go? Siao bo!...It's not what I can decide, please ask the government! Always say must save electricity bills, save this and that, what company not making money, sounds like he needs to go work part time like that..
BUT...still got money to buy a CAR...haha!
Haiz...enough about unhappy stuff...
Went for a haircut today, short hair once again! Feels so good...went to Amara Hotel, there's a barber shop, something like QB house type. 10 bucks...can listen to my favourite Jap songs while having the hair cut. COOL~ they gave me a free haircut voucher coz it's their promotion period. Actually today is the last day of the promotion...hee~..heng I go today. Might be coming back for another round of cutting before the voucher expires. Trim a bit also ok..since it's FREE..whaha!
Reservist on Monday...I miss all my clients and my "favourite" candidates and colleagues...I will be posted to a new squadron, don't know what to expect. Good or bad?
I finally dropped the idea of getting the non-camera handphone. I can't always buy everything, need to plan also. Digi cam is a must for me, then still got the portable USB hard disk. Guess that will be all for this month. Too much expense...not good for health. I will try to psycho my dad to help me with the portable hard disk. Wish me luck...keke..
Mmm...Tomorrow I will get those freshly baked banana muffins during lunch time...damn shiok and nice...a must try for all...now really hungry thinking about it....
Haizz...well...don't think I can go home so soon...
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
Feeling very hot now...the weather is really unpredictable..
Went to play badminton again with my batch boys, shared a bunch of satays and drink sugar cane afterwards, went home later on, watch "Sahara" , the DVD which my friend lent me, finally finished it.
Actually, today really feel like staying at home, it's been a busy week. I just want to sleep more today..
Soccer tomorrow again..
So many things to do.....so little time for me to do them...
Signing Off
Fateboy
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
Another day has passed...
Normal day with lots of work...going to be end of month soon, its that time of the month to calculate sales figures. What a headache it will be...
Sales job can either be fun or not at all...depends on how you see it. I believe there's a sales person in everyone but just that the full potential has not been reached yet. Need drive, motivation and self-belief to succeed..
Been having late nights recently, been chatting away...talking to people is a good way to relieve stress, so far, its been quite effective on me. I like chatting and chilli-ing out. Online is also ok, as long got people.
This month I think I spent too much, luckily end of the month is coming, or else....have to go eat grass with the cows..*moo*...
My plans for next month would be to get a long awaited digital camera, but I am not sure which one would be good. Maybe have to research a bit, I guess..Then another on my wish list is to change my mobile phone, this might not be materialise in September I guess...I will again, do research, but most probably it will STILL be Nokia...I can't imagine myself use any other hand set. Lastly, I thinking of getting a iPod Mini, this one will have to spread through around 2 to 3 months. So at this point my priority will be a digital camera, then phone, then iPod..
One thing is confirmed that I would try to trade off my Nokia 3315, to buy a none camera phone to bring for reservist. I won't be getting a new line though...so have to spend again! Argh...
Slowly save money...I will fulfiled all these soon...if any rich woman hear this ah, those mentioned would be required to book me...hahahaha!
Give me MORE money!~keke...
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Home at last~!
I hate Mondays....always feel so blue and no mood to do stuff..today's email reach almost 1000+, can't believe it.. Have to check so much mail..
It's really a headache...no definite system to do all this...can't believe it..
Bought the special banana muffins at Tanjong Pagar market area...it tasted heavenly, imagine eating it and drink a cup of coffee...wow...feels so good..
I think I am addicted to the banana muffins...what to do? Cannot resist the temptation...whaha!
After work go to "Mu Chuan" again..this time we at table 12. I think today our table in being boycotted by the performers..all those songs we dedicate mostly are not selected to sing...always TABLE 5's songs...sucks! Today not much people go, quite quiet..Some of the songs they sang are quite boring...haha..but they still sound ok. Finally my friend cannot stand them, they still kept on singing other tables' song dedications, so he wrote a note to the stage and threaten to leave if they did not sing our song dedications. In the end, they sang a Wong Lee Hon song...haiz...by that time, I already feel quite sian..so I leave first.
Tomorrow I still got to attend night classes....going to be another shack day..
Hope everything turn out well..
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Monday, August 22, 2005
Ohhhh.....my whole body is aching...
Soccer as usual for today, kick till almost 2pm, damn tired. I was completely out of form today, scored 2 OWN GOALS...really sucky. I tried my best to clear the damn ball, but instead went in. Can't believe my luck! We played for a while until a bunch of guys challenged us, at first we thought they are quite skilful and strong. Maybe because of their size and built. Some of them quite muscular.
BUT!
Not really as skilful as I thought. I guess our team win more matches than theirs. Muscles for show only...haha! They even bring their girlfriends, wives and kids...haha..feel so sad for them. Let them know that they actually sucks in soccer...whahaa!
Maybe before the match, we should tell them that we play every sunday and played from secondary school till now. Which is more than 10 years already...then they won't feel so bad when we beat them. Keke..
My friend asked whether I wanna watch movie, since I quite free, I agreed and went all the way to cineleisure watch. Which movie? Oh well, it's Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Finally get to watch this. Johnny Depp really quite good in acting..but he seems a bit retard in this movie...like got mental problems...well, that's what he's best at..
Overall the movie is still ok..not really a 5 star movie, just a normal movie. I am more interested in seeing my idol, Johnny Depp acting then the movie itself...haha! After the movie, went to Best Denki to get the Pioneer DVD player that I wanted to buy on Friday but no stock. Lots of stock left, so not much to worry about.
After the purchase, went to coffee bean to chilli out with my friend, stayed till coffee bean close. When I reached home, I immediately connect the DVD player, and test my DVDs...cool..all in working condition. Finally I don't have to use PS2 to watch!
Monday again...As usual, Monday blues...A new week, hope this week will be a good week for me..
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
Blogging....
Tiring week for me...I feel so tired...why ah...
Today is really a good day to sleep through. The weather is cooling, and it really makes me sleepy..
A lot of surprises lately...Mr Weilian got in to the Finals of Project
Superstar. There are really a lot of people complaining about this..However, it doesn't really concern us directly, why is everyone so shocked and excited about?
Don't feel like going out today, I got so much DVD to watch where got time..Yesterday went to habourfront after work to look at the promotions on DVD player. I have been using my PS2 to watch the shows, which I don't find it good. I don't wanna spoil my PS2 set. I wanted to buy the pioneer DVD player which I saw yesterday. However, there's no stock there. I can still wait. Guess I can try to look at other shops to see whether I can find the exact same model.
I finally get to continue to watch "Full Metal Alchemist", it's a very good Japanese animation, sometimes I find the plot is a bit sad. However, it really also teaches something..it's a animation worth to watch.
The days are getting shorter each time..my reservist date is drawing nearer. For me to go reservist means that I will lose a lot on sales and commission.
I hate it...
How come reservist must be carried out?! Even if it means to sacrifice my own rice bowl? It's plain stupid..the government don't feed me...I feed myself. They don't care about our future, only know how to waste our time. For me, time is money...really idiots...
Next week should be going to register singing classes...hope it will turn out well. I got some friends who laughed at me for doing this. Actually I really wanna give it a shot..I don't really wanna regret next time that I didn't do this and that..
I can only look forward......
Signing Off
FateBoy
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Finally back home~!
Wah...what a day for me!
I won't say much about work today. Nothing special.
After work went with my colleague to "Mu Chuan", which is at Apollo Centre, around...mmm....Clarke Quay. Actually I wanna go down to enquire about the singing course fees, when I reach there, there's nobody there except a few people in a room, guess they must be having lessons. The teacher came out, and asked me about what I want.
I straight away enquire about the singing course fees etc, he handed me a few brochures and told me that I can register at their cafe upstairs. Actually I am not thinking of registering today, just checking out. After that went with my colleague together with his 3 friends at the "Mu Chuan" cafe.
It started late, supposed to be 7pm, but in the end start at 7.30pm.3 people are on the stage singing, one on the keyboard (Ah Du), a girl (Xi Mei) and another guy (Jian Hua). I did went to this cafe before so I know about the 2 guys. Ah Du is actually the "teacher" that I asked about the course earlier on.
The 3 of them performed song after song, usually the audience will dedicated the songs and sent the list to them on pieces of paper. We dedicate those hard to sing songs, haha...like "Ni Bu Zai" and "Forever Love" by Wong Lee Hon and even also "Susan shuo" by Tao Zhe. Ah Du sang damn well, if he took part in Project Superstar, maybe he will win...whaha!
His keyboard skill is really nothing much to comment about..almost reach perfection. Quite a lot of people turned up today..It is really quite a nice hang out place to be. I checked out the prices for the vocal course. They are having their anniversary promotion, so 3 months will be for S$180 instead of S$360. 50% discount! Should be taking part there. It's good to find something you like and do it. I will see how it goes from there.
Tomorrow having lessons again....sianz...but! At least I finished my assignment. Don't have to worry about that...keke.
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
*Looking at the clock*...mmm......
3am....so early, I don't really feel tired...maybe because I slept from 7pm to 9pm, that's why till now I still feel refresh...
Was playing PS2 just now....before that, watch 2 movies which I borrowed from my friend.
"House Of Wax" and "The Flight Of The Phoenix".
The first one is quite crappy, typical stupid movie...haha...the 2nd one was much better, at least the plot isn't that bad. Tomorrow should be watching "Sahara". Hope this one will be good.
Flashback...Saturday was quite a boring day for me (as usual), I practically used up my day to do my assignment. Glad that I was able to finish it...
Sunday soccer is cancelled...sad...but no choice, not enough people. At least I still can go for badminton session in the afternoon...haha..better than nothing.
Hopefully my Sunday will be a whole lot better....
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Yo!
Finally back to work....
The holidays were really boring for me...ever since I went out to kick soccer on Sunday, I haven't step out of my house till today..haha...power right?
You might ask what I did during these few days...
Oh well, watch VCD drama, "A Date With Vampire 3" , anime series "Full Metal Alchemist" and play game. Talking about the anime series... Disc 3 and 6 can't work, I was quite disappointed. I was just getting to the exciting part. Now I only hope that my friend can get it to work with his DVD player, because I used PS2 to watch. I will pray hard. I guess its about time I go get a DVD player instead of using PS2 to watch.
Actually it's quite cheap, maybe I should get those cheap brand like akira. Watch the National Day parade on TV...AGAIN...haiz...my 24th time watching..can't believe it. Actually there's not much of surprises in the parade, kinda of expected...Since I so free, so I thought...what the heck..just watch...
Working today is as per normal...been quite busy today. Searching high and low for right candidates. I worked till 1.30pm then go for lunch..whaha! I didn't even realise the time. Must be a typical workaholic...
I left at about 7pm then I packed up and head off for some shopping at Bugis.. Bugis is like becoming my favourite hang out place...a lot of stuff to look, a great shopping place...can get cheap stuff there too...
There's also Sim Lim Square there, not bad...won't run out of place to go if I'am there...keke.
Miss the show "Project Superstar" again...heard that Weilian got the highest..feel so happy for him. Don't know tomorrow he will get in or not..have to wait. I hope he does. Hope Singaporeans will recognise and support talents like him...
Tomorrow will be lesson day...weekend coming soon...haha! Cool..countdown starts NOW...
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Holidays should be a happy thing...
Guess its not for me, holidays will let my imagination run wild..then all the negative stuff will start to take over me..
I need to be busy, need to keep myself occupied. Stop thinking...why should I think so much? I was concerned once..what is he/she thinking...? Is it really important?
Maybe I will say yes yesterday, but I can tell you no today...
The knot inside me is untied...nothing to me is important anymore. I will satisfy no one...will only satisfy myself. I have to accept that not all things can go your way...I have to accept that I am actually...a lonely person. I am destined to do things alone. Don't care what others feel...don't care what I do is right or wrong...it's now...non of my concern anymore.
I don't have to wait for anyone for things to happen...I have to grasp every single chance that I have to make it happen instead.
Even if people start to hate me...I don't give a damn...
Nothing is fair in this world..nothing in my eyes is fair..
There's no one person that is made perfect...
That includes me...
One unhappy thing after another keeps on pestering me...so what? I don't care no more...even if now the world is coming to an end...it will also be none of my business...
I do my own stuff...you do yours...you are going to die then its your problem...
It's F-A-T-E that made me into what am I today...
Ironically, that's my nick...haha!
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
Sunday NOW!~
Yesterday forgot to blog, so I might as well make it a "2 Hit Combo" today. keke...
Went to BBDC yesterday to finally book my advance theory and get my PDL. I, at long last, am QUALIFIED to learn driving. whahaha! I book my advanced theory on 26/9, not much choice I have anyway. 26th is right after my reservist, which is a Monday. I will have Saturday and Sunday to study, still ok. I guess I would have to take a half day leave to attend the test. BBDC changed a lot, everything become computerized. Over there, everything is about MONEY....no money NO TALK...
I have to register here and there, then they got registration charges, then to book for test also need to pay, if my card expire also need to pay. I think I spent around 80 bucks in a few hours. If I register to take under BBDC, I think I am going to be broke.
It will be funny if they come up with a computerized system at the entrance/exit area, then when people comes in, the voice system would say,
"Thank you for coming BBDC, please pay before you can enter..."
Then maybe if I have to take a queue number, the voice system would say, " Please pay to get a queue number."
It sucks...
My friend say that learning driving is a life long skill. Yah, right...life long..a damn expensive skill....haha!
At night I played Romance Of 3 Kingdom 10 on my PS2, a very good game, I played till 4am! I can't believe it...Then when I am about to go sleep, I wanna save the game, to my shock, I forgot that my mem card ran out of space! That means my hours playing on this game has gone to waste. Shit...
Back to today...
Came back from my weekly soccer session, whole body is aching now, didn't eat lunch, no appetite, feel like relaxing...wanna sleep, but I don't wanna waste the whole Sunday sleeping, a bit wasteful..
I still got my anime to watch plus my drama series. My auntie would be coming down later to pass me a whole lot of TVB drama serials. Cool! Can keep me occupied...not bad...
Tomorrow I will be on leave....but I guess, I will dedicate these 2 days to finish up my assignments..
No mood and energy to start today...drained out by SOCCER...haha...oh well, back to TV for now...whahaha!
Signing Out
Fate Boy
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
Wow! Look at the time! So...erm...EARLY! haha!
I do another "quickie" for this blog...keke.
Finally it's the weekends, I applied for leave on Monday, that will mean a long weekend for me..All the way to Wednesday. Finally handed in my reservist letter to my boss, he's not really happy about the idea of me going back to camp for 3 weeks. After much explanation, he also had no choice but to give in. He can't win the Singapore government...haha.
Nothing much to describe in the office...everything is as per normal. I was like trying hard to get people to go for KTV. Most of my friends refused. Maybe they scare my singing too good cover theirs...haha! In the end, found a friend to go with me. We went to cineleisure K-Box. It's been a while since I go to K-Box. Normally I hang out at partyworld. The place is quite cram, a very tiny room.The microphones are still ok but not fantastic.I sang all the songs that I wanted to sing.
Got to practise my singing, I usually like songs that require to use "fake" voice to sing. I tried practising Wang Lee Hon's songs. Like "Forever Love" and my now favourite song, "Ni Bu Zai". One of the best songs that I ever heard. This is my friend's first time hearing me sing, haha! Think she is quite stun by my vocals.
I always prepare myself for KTV sessions. I would normally do the following to get my best performance.
1) Don't eat anything before KTV, if too full, you cannot bring out your voice.
2) Eat a "herbal sweet" before KTV session start. This will give a cooling effect on the throat.
3)Don't order soft drinks with a lot of gas.
4) Don't start with difficult songs right at the beginning of the session. Dedicate those easier ones, so as to warm up the voice.
Going to be 3am soon...
Better go sleep...
Signing Off
Fateboy
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Friday, August 05, 2005
1+ am...nothing much to say or blog for today...
Nothing much happen at work, everything is normal, just that a new colleague joined us. Don't know this time how long this new guy will last..
Oh well, have to wait and see.
After work head for lessons (as usual), did not eat dinner and was like starving to death, haiz...lesson also quite dull.
It's a typical boring day for me.
It's Friday now, guess after work should be head home, nothing much to do anyway..no one ask me out. If anyone after reading this blog wannna jio me out, let me know.
Going to take leave on Monday...should be heading to BBDC to register my advanced theory and maybe go down NKF to collect my radio.
Boring...routine life...argh...get me out of this! mmm....guess not...
Have to accept my fate...afterall, I'am Fate Boy..haha!
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
Oh man! My back is aching...
In fact, my whole body is aching....
I try to make this quick...I am really damn tired now..
Boring day at work today...
It's extremely quiet...if i drop a pin on the floor think all can hear the sound. Visited my friend's roadshow during lunch time, it's a fantastic event, a lot of crowd. Even got free ice-cream! I, myself took 2 cups...haha.
After work, actually I should be going home, however...I wanna go walk walk first, eventually I ended up in bugis shopping. I bought a shirt from G2000, only 19 bucks! 70% discount...should be going to other branches to look for my pants...don't have stock for my size at bugis branch.
After the lonely shopping trip, went back home and still am able to catch the last few scenes of Project Superstar. The last contestant got the highest marks, 41.5! I think he deserves it, he sing it damn well.
Tomorrow I will have lessons again...sianz...oh well, plan to take leave on Monday, then I can have long weekend! haha! Looking forward to that..can sleep more relax and do my own stuff.
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Argh!
I wanna sing KTV...I am so damn frustrated...always can't find people to go sing. How come all my friends don't KTV? Am I the only one in this world that likes it? Sometimes I am that damn frustrated that I feel like changing all my so call "friends" and get new ones.
Really sick of it....
I am really hoping mad...feel like smashing the monitor in front of me..
Listened to 3 hrs of stupid lecturing...all READ FROM TEXT! Don't really need to hear this damn lesson...it really waste my time.
Why am I so helpless on certain issues? LET ME REPEAT...it's not...MY...FAULT! I don't want things to go this way...please learn to accept it. $13.50 per hour....what the hell....is it a lot of money? Need to go spread around? Big mouth...I am not god...I don't control things...I am just like a slave, I can't do a damn thing about it...
Just calculated how much I earned through my flyer temps on Saturday..GUESS WHAT?! It's a miserable $0.90! Waste my time and effort.I should not have agree to take up this. For those who are always thinking that I am earning big bucks...Please! I am NOT...
Why am I always a loner? Maybe I should just find my own world and live in it. Why must there be other people around? They only care about themselves...
Good people always finish LAST...
Guess I must be really sick of this "place"...I wanna get out of here...I wanna travel around the world...The world is so big...there is definitely a place where I will be appreciated.
I need to explore new stuff...learn more new things...make more and better friends...I wanna change...
The L-I-F-E that I am having now...well..it sucks...
I can forsee tomorrow that I will be rotting away by myself..you can bet on that...
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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Monday, August 01, 2005
Oh man...what a sad day today!
2 of my colleagues resigned...another 2 more...gone!
My company's staff strength is depleting, it doesn't seem to go too well..maybe I might be jobless soon...never know..
I agreed that my morale was quite low after that...then all of sudden, I started to tell myself that I can only afford to be unhappy for 5 minutes, I will only give myself this amount of time to be unhappy. After that, life goes on, I will be looking forward. Will start to think about all those happy stuff and carry on my journey in life.
Pausing at this one spot will only hinder movement, if you are unhappy, the rest of the people which sees you behaving like this will follow suit..
It's like a chain reaction, I don't want that to happen.
Actually when you seriously think it through, you might discover that it might not be as bad as you first thought it would be. Maybe certain parts are exaggerated...can't be all the worst scenarios to befall on you all the time?
Well..hope so...
Quite a tiring day as well...will be having my classes tomorrow. Almost forgot to pack up my bag...haha!
Guess that will do...
Write again...
Signing Off
Fate Boy
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PS2
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Anime
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Assignment
Brainless BOSSES
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