Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Staring blankly at the computer screen......
Yes, that's me. I am here, what am I doing? Actually I am not sure of that answer myself. Perhaps...I am waiting for someone.Ya that must be it! I am always waiting for that "someone" to come. However, my wait will normally be in vain. How about today? , you might ask, well...ya, still the same..
Am I really a sentimental freak? Can't I get it over with and carry on with my life? Nah...if I really do that, that won't be me. My soul is barren.....where's my soul? Lost....what about my heart? Still intact? Oh...it's here alright..But the feeling is not the same as before. It beats for someone else, it lives because that special someone is still around in this planet. Which is the one heartbeat that I am searching for? Actually it might have been here all along....but did that special someone recognise the sound of the heartbeat? I wanna shout...shout out loud....3 simple words.."I AM HERE!" Not so difficult to say, right?..haha...but will anyone hear that?
It will continue to echo...till the end of time maybe...mmm....I want it to go on and on. Until someone would really hear it, grab it and cherish it.
Till that happens...I have to wait...I know that day will come...
"I want you to know that no matter how long or how difficult this may be, I would always be here, waiting..."
Haha...I'am still here...12am...staring at the computer screen..
I would always do the same for every tomorrow in my life...for you.
Signing Off
Fate Boy
posted at 12:00 AM... Show Me The Money^^
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