Sunday, July 10, 2005
Oh dear...my muscles are aching...been out the whole day..haha! wow..
Went to my family outing at a Chinese restaurant. Ate quite a lot, saw my cousin's boyfriend, quite a nice chap, mm...maybe quite rich also...keke. Then the attention would be turned to me....because my cousin and I are only 6 months apart, so my other relatives and cousins would ask me when it will be my turn to have a girlfriend..hoho...I also not sure myself. Maybe no girl wants me, oh well, if I really manage to find a girl friend, I would really cherish her.
Haizz...
I still remember the times I get laughed at. People would like to ask me, "Oei, you got girlfriend before or not ah?" I couldn't lie, so I would always reply, "No...". During my schooling days, I am a super shy and quiet boy. Don't even dare to go near girls or approach them. I don't think I have the self-confidence then, maybe because of my nerdy look. When poly came, I made a few improvements, however, the nerdy image just wouldn't go. Mmm...then I think the turning point really came when I went into NS. I had to toll and sweat , lost quite a few kilos then, and also went through a lot. Then I went into Air Force, and started to know what working life is like. I believed I started earlier than most people my age because Air Force is more like a working place than military. Saw quite a few internal conflicts and back stabbing and also know how to get along with people. I learnt a lot....slowly, I start to mature.
After I ORD, found my current job...that place really brush up my communication skills. I had to meet my clients and I had to talk in a professional manner. Learnt the art of talking through a phone...then it just happened, all of a sudden, I really "opened" myself...became another person. Ha ha...you can say that I am forced to grow up..
I believe.... a person, can really mature and think better when you start to pay household expenses and like me, have to pay school fees. Only then you will start to plan and think and become a better person. Don't believe me? You can start doing that now...haha.
I still have lots to learn...I can't be satisfied...My journey has just begun...
Signing Off
Fate Boy
posted at 10:14 PM... Show Me The Money^^
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