Wednesday, July 13, 2005
What is happening to me?! Why is it ME?!
Sad...no...quite upset. My exam results really sucks. It's a disaster.Worse, I don't know what I did wrong. I think I can't study...results always not that good. Who can I blame? But...myself.
Everything is just not going well for me..I give my very best, sometimes, the results are not always what you want. A lot of people around me are falling sick, actually I believed that I belonged to that group too. YES! I feel sick... not a fever, sore throat or a bad cough. It's my whole damn body...my heart....my emotions.....my soul...
If every unlucky or unfortunate events were to befall on a guy like me, I think I can foresee a mental breakdown.I am trying to push myself...to the limit. I wanna see the damn light....WHERE IS IT?! Will anyone help me? NO....impossible...have to find a way out myself. I have to be more independent. Life is like a difficult and tricky path to walk, but it's challenging and you will feel a sense of satisfaction when you eventually completed it.
There's one more thing I would like to add on.....I HATE GUESSING....No clues, no idea...like a lost little boy stuck in the middle of no where. If the game is played too long...I might just collapsed and well....give up...don't ever ask me to guess...please..
Can't life be simpler and easier....it's tiring....
(PS: Please do not be affected by what I wrote and send me those "Are you alright?" comments. I am OK...just wanna write to pour out my frustrations. I am still the same old me...enjoy reading)
Signing Off
Fate Boy
posted at 10:20 PM... Show Me The Money^^
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